maan's question is so right...so, which is it? do you hold on or let go?
just recently i broke up with my bf in my mind. the hurt was building up inside that
i felt the only way it will go away was to cut off the source.

i was on the verge of telling him what was on my mind but he suddenly spoke up and said he wanted our argument to be over. he wanted me to be ok. yeah, so maybe i did shut my mouth up. but my sick brain was going on and on about how things are so unfair and that there are other guys out there and stuff. but my forgiving nature won over my questioning brain. ang factoid hindi nanalo sa star performer!

sometimes for a relationship to work you have to undergo little divorces. these instances when you sever the relationship.....all for 10 minutes. then you quickly pick yourself up and start again. you do this for as long as its needed.  then i guess break-up happens when after you pick yourself up, you walk the other way.

being in a relationship is hard work. it takes a lot of patience and trust. if this combination fails, then i think it wasnt meant to be. i dont believe God can be so cruel as to leave us in the hands of someone who won't treat us right. after all's been said and done, you have to be strong and always keep in mind that if things are out of your control, then maybe its in God's....