so my tarzan and i are turning 3 months tomorrow, a day after his 28th bday and already it feels like 3 years. it has not been easy especially for me since i'm still reeling from the birth pains. i've made a lot of adjustments and its frustrating when tarzan still finds a lot of things i'm not doing right. and sometimes he is impatient and during those times, i feel like walking out and never coming back.

then i realize that a person's love story doesnt end when they get married. like maan, you might meet a person from the past and have a lot of realizations not least of which is that you've grown and so has your taste that you simply cannot comprehend what attracted you to that person in the first place. or sometimes we harbor hopes that on the off-chance that we do meet that "loved-one" that got away, the old feelings will still be there and so will the chance of being together. i think that would be lovely! and so there is no need to worry about love in the future or in the present. love happens when and where it so chooses. most of the time, we have no choice.

p.s.
i still believe that maan will be great wherever she decides to do what she does best....helping those who are in need especially when everyone else has given up on them.

extra:
i cannot believe the audacity of the politicians and actors (their roles have traversed multiple times during the last couple of days that one doesnt know exactly who is playing which role)!! one set is bent on furthering their own interests and the other set plans to win every major acting award while effectively ruining every chance we have of improving the economy! somebody tell scotty to beam all these aliens up!